so i think i shall not tamper with anything.
i feel like a little stubborn five year old brat.
but i am a brat. i know it. bleh.
i hate wanting things i cant have.
but at the same time i love it.
maybe cuz its safe
maybe cuz i kno ill never deal with anything that way
maybe cuz im a perfectionist
maybe cuz im screwed in the head.
oh well im great.
id rather leave everything be and just stay perfectly happy.
PS---i love ALLLLLLLLL my friends so freakin much.
it better fuckin stay this way over summer or i would die.
i love you all. each and everyone of your hot selves.